Thursday, May 16, 2013

some good-ish news

 
 
Good-ish news about the dizzy spells that Trevor has been having.

 

 

He had a doozy of one at school this week.  Around 9am his CNA noticed his legs shaking during circle time.  The kids were standing and he was clearly having trouble holding himself up.  She decided they needed to visit the nurse’s office.  During the walk there Trevor stumbled into the wall twice and told her the room was shaking.  This prompted her to carry him the rest of the way.  Once in the nurse’s office he fell asleep.  Usually after he rests he’s back to baseline.  Not this time.  This time he remained wobbly the rest of the school day.  He was still off balance when he came home too.  In a matter of five minutes he tripped while running twice and lost his balance a handful more times.

 

 

I stood there storming in my heart about what the heck to do.

 

 

Even though he was falling all over the place…his mood was great.  I just knew the ER doctors would laugh me all the way back home.

 

 

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(I mark his dizzy spells as “unknown”.  I don’t track all his seizures faithfully but I’m trying to.  Hard data is so important.  Which is why I have to put in a plug for Seizure Tracker!  I was able to send a report super quick to his neurologist in just a few clicks!)
 
 
So I called Dr. Neuro instead and left a long message about how I didn’t know what to do and I needed them to coach me through this and there was a little crying and a lot of stuttering.  Which may explain why Nurse Boston was SO amazing!  After we spoke a gazillion times yesterday I anointed her my new BFF.  Which made her laugh and me feel a little better.

 

 

Dr. Neuro decided we should come in the morning for a clinic appointment and she would admit us through the ER.

 

 

We had it all arranged.  The kids and doggie were at Grams’.  I notified everyone I could remember to that Trevor would be otherwise occupied.  We were packed and ready to go this morning when I got an email with the subject line: IMPORTANT.

 

 

Last night, Dr. Neuro was on the phone discussing Trevor with Dr. Neuro-Surge when the truck in front of her lost a ladder on the Mass Turnpike.  She’s blessed to be alive with minimal injuries today.  We’re lucky she’s alive today too…because I can’t imagine another neurologist working with us!

 

But obviously this changed our plans for today on the fly.  While there was a part of us that wanted to be admitted.  To figure this crap out already.  Another part of us was so relieved that we can just stay home.  There is something about the harder times that make us crave being at home.  Being hermits. 

 
Dr. Neuro and  Dr. Neuro-Surge came up with a Plan.  Together they agreed that we need to rule out a few things before we chase hydrocephalus too hard. 
 
 
Could this be a med effect?  Even though his levels are all safely in the therapeutic range when we do labs there is a possibility that when the meds peak it is causing an overdose event.  We’ve already started weaning Dilantin a little bit to rule that out.  
 
 
Or is this a seizure?  It doesn’t look like any seizures he’s had in the past but that really means little when you’re dealing with catastrophic epilepsy.  I have no doubt what we saw in Florida was indeed a seizure.  It keeps replaying in my mind over and over and over and I just know that I know what it was.  But then it was different in some aspects than the other events we’ve been seeing.  It was like his dizzy spells on steroids.  And it still haunts my dreams. 

 

 

Could it be migraines or vertigo?  This is harder to prove.  But we’re going to try and rule it out.

 
 
Once we establish that none of the above are the cause of these episodes it will be time to get more aggressive with the pressure idea. I needed Dr. Neuro-Surge to agree that he is at risk because of his hemi and that there are cases where the scan is clean but there is a pressure issue.  She did.
 
 
I've needed to feel like it was being taken seriously.  I do (now).
 
 
And I feel like at least now we have a legitimate plan. That helps me feel MUCH better.
 
And actually, his Dilantin level was slightly elevated yesterday. Maybe his Dilantin is too high and that's what causing this??  Maybe the decrease we started today will cure these??
 
 
It just feels SO much better DOING something rather than hem hawing.  We have a target.  I do much better with targets.

 

 

danielle

 

 

ps.  Aren’t you impressed with my lengthy update???  I accomplished it by setting a timer for 20 minutes.  I then delegated one 20 minute shift to Bristel and another 20 minutes to Toby. 

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

feelings

 

 

I've been focusing a lot on emotions with Trevy.

 

 

Every day I randomly ask him to tell me something about his day that made him happy, sad, scared, etc.

 


So tonight I was asking him "does so-and-so make you happy?"

 

He loved the game and said, "Mommy! Mommy!" which I knew meant I should ask does Mommy make you happy. So I did. He practically jumped up and down while he screamed YESSSSS!

 

 

It was really sweet.

 

 


Later I decided to turn the tables on him and asked instead...

 

 


Trevy, do you know how YOU make MOMMY feel?

 

 


He paused a minute and then whispered uncertainly, "Tired?"

 


I'm not sure if he knew why Mommy laughed so hard and hugged him so tight and smothered him up in so many smooches. But I'm pretty sure by time I was through he knew that he also makes me HAPPY!

 

 

…danielle

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Kinda makes ya believe in God.

 

 

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(You can’t get more RI than that – island honey for him; Dunkin Dark for me!)

 

Kinda makes ya believe in God is my pet phrase whenever something really cool happens. Like the time we were in the hospital with Trevy right next door to a Burundian refugee family. Fresh off the plane from Tanzania (where the refugee camp was located) and speaking zero English but lots of Swahili. Their daughter was very sick and the nurses were frustrated by the language barrier vs. the medical needs. It was cool (in that kinda makes you believe in God sorta way) watching their jaws drop when we told them we'd be happy to translate. I guess we don't look like the average Swahili speaker.

 


Then there was the time Toby's coach donated enough travel points to not only fly us to Detroit for our (nightmare miracle) surgical consult but also put us up in a swanky hotel too! Sitting in the VIP room of the Marriott in downtown Detroit totally gave us that "kinda makes ya believe in God" vibe.

 


We always enjoy those moments when they come.

 


Last week we had another God moment. A friend felt impressed to pick up local honey for Trevy.  She’d noticed on FaceBook that I was exploring natural treatments for Trevy’s ever increasing allergies.  The poor kiddo’s face looked like he’d lost a brawl after an outdoor PE session at school!  So our friend picked up some local honey for us to try and help him feel better.  The bottle was small though and she happens to know the owners of Aquidneck Island Honey so she asked if they sell larger jars. This prompted a conversation which ended with a promise to give (that's right, GIVE) our family a quart of honey for Trevy! They even went so far as to promise us refills too!  I don't know about you but that kinda makes me believe in God!

 

 

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…danielle